too late to call for relief
no friends can help me now
tears have been falling now for awhile

I wrestle with the same questions over and over.
is there a way that i can solve it?
probably not in this insanity
life was so happy life was so fun
i enjoyed getting up each day
her smile like the sun

now where am i? depressed and alone
my budds try to help in vain
no one can help me accept this kind of change
i still want her to be my gal
say she loves me rock my world
with a little conversation all that time is gone
leaves me with my friend the song
he always knows how to calm me down
and my friend the guitar always makes the most wonderful sounds
it speaks to me and tells me just what i want to here
that you'll come back to be my dear

but what do i do when your around
i stumble on my words and feet just like a clown
what once was the sun now is the moon 
i feel as if i should hide from you
how can some one love so much and not recieve any
back in return
was our whole relationship this mixed emotions crap??
if it was i don't know what i will do
i thought we were special just me and you
but at last i know you were the special one
and i only felt that way cuz u were around
you radiant sun filtered down
i must have bored you so, you so happy all aglow
i miss you, you don't miss me
i never had anything special in me
this relationship it was supposed to last why why why
does it have to be like that
why? she can't even answer
why? i didn't do jack shit too her
why? i was always so sweet
why? why'd she have to dump me?

where the hell are you? you said you would call
fine just leave me alone with my key board 
i still have somethings that i want to say
even if i can't seem to do it face to face
not in school
i can't look at you your rays will blind me
i'll fall to the floor and start crying
cuz seeing you makes me think back to not long ago
and i miss that time very much so